Saturday, June 9, 2012

I am Monster


I am Monster

It’s back.
Hell like a death grip, suck on the pill and gag the wretch spit
Suck on the barrel of life’s ironic test tits
Loving and gumming and this is how the glove fits

Past mistakes like kitchen knives
Sharpen up and spill the blood so I can finally rest
Use my plasma in a roux for the next prick
Slurp up that compendium of flour and all this chocolate oil

Lying there burnt, crusted and caked to the pot of all these fucked up intakes
Widen the throat, jagged and charcoal flake me up for that old rape victim role
How I love it so, this isolated self deprecation,

Sabotage before I even realized I wanted to try
I wish that was a new one
Yank down the masts, splinter the hull, Quit all these pirate ship shenanigans
Carried in a captain’s log of fools and garish endeavors

I am monster
Piloting this vessel solo, still two arms to rotate, row and wrap
Fog embanked asphyxiating my vision
For alternative trade routes

I am back here again
The seal hole was nice while I fooled myself into believing
That was oxygen

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