Resonate Radiance

Resonate Radiance

You are exactly what I always needed,

I do not regret this staircase of barrel dodging ascent

Bloody and coarse, clubbing my feet against the placement of toes

I needed to be this man, mistaken and redeemed in myself

To love you and I in the way that we deserve and need to be loved

I understand now

The fear has fallen into a flower petal path wishing only what is best for you

I let go and the tide is waxing back to me

The deluge of faith is hydrating this savannah

This world of interconnections is so apparent, gold is dirt

Wanting better for each iteration of the whole

Aware that giving does not diminish island resources,

But grows the whole universe in its constantly expanding radiance

The gratitude and glee is palpable on my aura wanting to resonate

In mutual admiration, I want to share this feeling for you. 

You are not this for me.  You simply are part of me now.

Teacher, compatriot, rabbi, lover, psychologist, answer, potential,

Liberator, audience, nourishment, peace, life

The darkness is banished in this faith in what life is

The crow is free to soar, doubt screeching off like oil slicked feathers

Flapping a freedom beaming from wing-tips like sun rays of forgiveness

I have decelerated knowing no matter the hurdle, I have found myself and in that station you sitting right there inside me loving yourself enough to prompt my pursuit of that which I needed