Sniper Shot Sentence
We never even had an
argument.
No confrontational banter
substantiated by an interest to communicate concerns
Hoping to alleviate a
potential negative outcome
No discourse on divorce
Only a statement uttered like
a hit and run plotted asphyxiation
Slipped in like ninja words
as silent remnants of an assassinated trust
In a hypodermic needle
injected supplicant to take the place of her face
Her words she could have
chosen, but refrained from subjecting herself to such indignities
Like a silence I could
extrapolate into a life raft of my own self hatred
To offer her in one last gasp
of this murdered savior complex
I wanted to alleviate the
malady like something a man could fix
With his hands or words in a
mechanic movement desperate
Anger like a wave to be
drowned in later
The cut clean, yet
un-cauterized seeping in limbs sloshing across the stained hardwood
Sequestered as to not
embarrass the neighbors in ignominy
Tiny droplet bullets of the
most minute millimeter applied
As if the ability to end a
decade of partnership could be truncated into a single sentence
No debate, no forewarning, no
land mine or snare set, just simply
Walk the family pet into the
veterinarian’s office to be euthanized
In a contractual arrangement
with parties not allowed in the room at the moment
Adultery like a food chain if
followed down will lead back to the plankton of the universe
These tiny moments, snapshots
on Tuesday nights unassuming at the time
Yet relevant to the largest
of species contingent on the alterations of future gene pools
So often missed and silent
and twirling in these waters,
but abundantly clear when
viewed from afar
Accused of knowing, of a
non-existent discourse, lies in a manufactured alibi
Not one word from me, no
pertinent retort to assuage the speaker’s concerns
As if the planning of this
moment did not sit like granite upon the grass blades
There was no argument
permitted, not one, just a sniper shot sentence fired and a door closed
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