part one:
Oh
internet, an introverts wet dream!
The
ability to expel and absorb thoughts without actually
Having
to dirty oneself with the taint of human contact
The
obsession, the lust, the contorted position of keypunches
The
musical stimulation of fifteen-second mp3-file snippets
Free
to the public, video on demand, the ability to ignore or create facts
Perceptions
in costumed glory of faces on streets of cities
One
has never visited, but now has the threshold of knowledge to judge
To
pass assessment in slow times of intrigue and piratical-bravery
Men
can sit down to piss with a laptop PC and wax ecstatic
On
Brazilian marmosets and Korean gangster rappers
The
possibilities are only limited conversely to one’s hunger for the tactile
If
one can avoid the enzymes gathering about like a lynch mob to one’s sanity
One
can eschew the notions of speaking, of holding, of daring the sick love
Of
thy Valentines emporium of cultivated opiates
The
teddy bear assassins and the long Sunday pews of reconciliation
The
coco-butter epidermises, the steak absent gristle
The
tests and panoplies of digital super-ego armoring the astute internet heroes
Commenting
to the hilt to slay the impressions of banality
With
wishes of love, flowing, flooding love in a tsunami of celebration
That
today the lonely, the copulating, the bestial and the pair-bonded
Can
get naked and lay together not in an orgy, but in solidarity of what love is
Love
is the spectrum of its presence and encapsulates its antonym
Absence,
Oh glorious absence, how would we know love if not for you?
For
the darkness teaches us the lightness and without the contractual attachment
Of
wanting to connect with another being in such intricate depth we could not love
If
not to become subject to your tyrannical embrace
Your
palm is pressed to the limbic, the endocrine, the digestive, the circulatory
To
our systematic integrity, as to extract love is to constrict your digits
And
thrust this utility plant into meltdown by the bursting of pipes and steaming
vats
Of
energy without engine to process; the explosions are rapturous!
The
walk-among the dead begins in the fallout and yet love perceivers in its crude
Fresh
iterated nuclear-waste sludge plopped there like a body of Anakin Skywalker
Beckoning
us to become our Darth Vader and
Reconstruct
the body with the only remnant of love we retain: absence
part two:
Applaud
absence as the true hero of this day for without you
Men
would not know the passions of love at all, nor murder, nor orgasmic drive
To
procreate, to instill beauty into offspring or plant forests for oxygen to
parade
Into
the lungs of the unborn,
For
we humans are indolent shiftless lovers, fainéant to the deed of philanthropy
Without
the devilish contingences of absence, we could purchase love on street corners
From
courtesans and harlot-magic, masturbation could assuage the scientific minds
Into
full concentration on universal exploration of the galaxies dancing in the
skies
Humans
would burrow into libraries or oceans and take up shark-like vagabond residence
Exploring
a hermit’s peace, but to you Oh absence you have saved us from such folly!
Mashing
the plumage of our smiles, leaving purple-ink bubble script junior high folded
pocket-notes to go un-responded-to once slipped into locker breathing-holes
You
are the audience of custody battles and divorce courts bearing husband and wife
to debate
You
are alternative living arrangements. You
are fresh-cut grass for the neighbors.
You
are a saffron flower without a crocus left stranded on the ground after
processing
You
are the inanimate stature of Corcovado Mountain
You
are worth death and often we humans forget the more arduous burden of worth living
Parents
say I would die for my children, but I will not deny them the sugar or the fat
that depresses their health for risk of upsetting their expectations, so in I
will not hold myself to living to the standards of love; absence you force us
to remain strong
To
deny those we care for that which damages them even if they hate us for it
Some
of the greatest loves are those embracing absence as a comrade rather than
enemy
For
some spouses, some children, some parents cannot be seen as often as one would
like
Daily
interaction is not possible so in we see the illuminated love in you absence
We
see the presence by the eclipse of our extroverted sun-love
Absence
you are our introverted counterpoise to the tyrannical equipoise of Hallmark
cards
A
love of secure-absence cannot be bantered about generically for it is far too
intimate
One
has seen the indentations to the cellular impact and would prefer to say
nothing
To
the surface than to defame the intricacy of what beats below with such
crassness
These
sculptures of sentiment can only be formed by eliminating everything in the
universe that is not our love and pushing it aside, only in this will we be
able to hold the clay of our love
In
our palms and mold our Venus, our David
Oh
absence, of love, of the remainder I see the beauty of you flickering
And
on this day the love of the world is so enchantingly grateful
I love the concept of "secure-absence," and have thought of it many times since first reading this. Seems odd that it takes more courage to be secure in the absence than it does to take a chance on someone else, but I believe that's true, and can pay off in a big way if willing to see it through.
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