Friday, February 8, 2013

Like a Springsteen Song

Shake off the dirt; smear this dust on my cheeks
Sit up from these porch-brick steps and take a chance over these wheels
Like a Springsteen song off and gone
See yesterday streaking a motorcycle in the morrow 

The fog and broken ghosts can dance with the skeletons of rust
Memories of almost dreams and slipping-satchel love
Letters mailed in the post and lost before the box
Who knows what was intended if an honest man cannot pick the lock? 

Stranded outside with the pony-boys drinking bottles of beer in the ally
Joking about factory jobs and what it was like being married
The baby never born and the promises of time
The assumptions of mornings and the realities of stop signs  

Facing a man at midnight, red-faced, stoic and cold
Frost out his breath and realizing the moment a man becomes old
The firmness of his back, the hesitation in his grip looking out into the darkness
And seeing life slip as if more is over than will come to be  

A bitter ounce to swallow, sterile in the whisky, the last sip of the night and the years
Piled up like tar in the lungs or shrapnel in the knee only so many more repetitions
Before a man quits counting because the only hope he has left is that the tallyman forgets
The numbers like racers around the track as if the man who got lapped  

Might have just been in the lead if the rest of the world could be blocked out
And the arbiter made blind to the repercussions and achievements of
A man doing the best he can to walk the line like a good soldier, an honest worker
Or a charismatic gentleman of the finest deportment money cannot buy  

What was learned on backstreets and alleyways had a home to abide
In the hearts of men who do not say much, keep to themselves with nods
Firm handshakes and grease smears on denim and callused knuckles
The currency of humility flooded in the financed poverty of effort over results  

Traded a sit-down discussion of nothing more to discuss
You me and however many sunsets left, come home with me
Let’s get out of here and break our bodies on the rocks as we ride by the shoreline
See the sphere explode upon the ocean as if we could ever afford a spot by the sand   

Take my hand and take me home, you be my tomorrow and I’ll be your unknown
The man you knew was practicing every day for this, to break out of prison to be fit
For the burdens to appreciate grace, to accept the promised-land in the love of this stage

To hell with being alive if that was all there is,
I will risk the price a man has to pay to get up on that hill and die trying to live 

To stare down the locomotive barreling towards my home
Some man builds it and the world revs up to knock it down
Some man builds it and the world revs up to knock it down  

Get back up and go another round, and another, and another
Until a life is spent, cut loose and the bones the pretty ones can pick and choose
Cannot take them with me where the true things are found  

See the mansion on the hill see the homeless man under the interstate
See the dry lightning over the fire, praying hands over an empty plate
The river of death with no way back,
A crucifix and a paycheck with nothing left after the tithe and the tax 

Miracles and ruins and deaths to hometowns
Leaky roofs and missing men answering back with lonesome sounds
Used cars and zeros, miles stolen and prison bars
Pregnant beauty queens, smoke stacks and wrecking balls   

A train of roustabouts and orphans, the poor heroes of the New Testament
Lined up in a welfare line that’s handing out labor, work to be done
A common people trying to cross a border without a gun pointed at their backs
Trade anything for a purpose other than a burden to wash this danger  

Out the onlookers eyes the fear of another cloaked in the disguise
Of a dead man walking in unwashed clothes bumming for a chance to find a new roll
Of the dice on an Atlantic City boardwalk, tell me what you need and I’ll feed your hungry heart
With a guilty man repenting with hands washing the floor, changing the man  

I can be a ghost of who I use to be, rising in new skin, a brilliant disguise
Of who my mother always wanted me to be
Out of the rubble and into the fire, nothing can hurt me now
My wife ran away, can’t see my child, love sits like a noose or a bus ticket  

Got to get out or there will be nothing left
This town is a jungle and everything dies, clawing to cross
See who I use to be and it has all been lost  

Something in the night, angels in the city
Got to move on, shuffle the step find my easy street before I forget
There is a reason to believe, we are alive.

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