Sit
up from these porch-brick steps and take a chance over these wheels
Like
a Springsteen song off and gone
See
yesterday streaking a motorcycle in the morrow
The
fog and broken ghosts can dance with the skeletons of rust
Memories
of almost dreams and slipping-satchel love
Letters
mailed in the post and lost before the box
Who
knows what was intended if an honest man cannot pick the lock?
Stranded
outside with the pony-boys drinking bottles of beer in the ally
Joking
about factory jobs and what it was like being married
The
baby never born and the promises of time
The
assumptions of mornings and the realities of stop signs
Facing
a man at midnight, red-faced, stoic and cold
Frost
out his breath and realizing the moment a man becomes old
The
firmness of his back, the hesitation in his grip looking out into the darkness
And
seeing life slip as if more is over than will come to be
A
bitter ounce to swallow, sterile in the whisky, the last sip of the night and
the years
Piled
up like tar in the lungs or shrapnel in the knee only so many more repetitions
Before
a man quits counting because the only hope he has left is that the tallyman
forgets
The
numbers like racers around the track as if the man who got lapped
Might
have just been in the lead if the rest of the world could be blocked out
And
the arbiter made blind to the repercussions and achievements of
A
man doing the best he can to walk the line like a good soldier, an honest
worker
Or
a charismatic gentleman of the finest deportment money cannot buy
What
was learned on backstreets and alleyways had a home to abide
In
the hearts of men who do not say much, keep to themselves with nods
Firm
handshakes and grease smears on denim and callused knuckles
The
currency of humility flooded in the financed poverty of effort over results
Traded
a sit-down discussion of nothing more to discuss
You
me and however many sunsets left, come home with me
Let’s
get out of here and break our bodies on the rocks as we ride by the shoreline
See
the sphere explode upon the ocean as if we could ever afford a spot by the sand
Take
my hand and take me home, you be my tomorrow and I’ll be your unknown
The
man you knew was practicing every day for this, to break out of prison to be
fit
For the burdens to
appreciate grace, to accept the promised-land in the love of this stage
To
hell with being alive if that was all there is,
I
will risk the price a man has to pay to get up on that hill and die trying to
live
To
stare down the locomotive barreling towards my home
Some
man builds it and the world revs up to knock it down
Some
man builds it and the world revs up to knock it down
Get
back up and go another round, and another, and another
Until
a life is spent, cut loose and the bones the pretty ones can pick and choose
Cannot
take them with me where the true things are found
See
the mansion on the hill see the homeless man under the interstate
See
the dry lightning over the fire, praying hands over an empty plate
The
river of death with no way back,
A
crucifix and a paycheck with nothing left after the tithe and the tax
Miracles
and ruins and deaths to hometowns
Leaky
roofs and missing men answering back with lonesome sounds
Used
cars and zeros, miles stolen and prison bars
Pregnant
beauty queens, smoke stacks and wrecking balls
A
train of roustabouts and orphans, the poor heroes of the New Testament
Lined
up in a welfare line that’s handing out labor, work to be done
A
common people trying to cross a border without a gun pointed at their backs
Trade
anything for a purpose other than a burden to wash this danger
Out
the onlookers eyes the fear of another cloaked in the disguise
Of
a dead man walking in unwashed clothes bumming for a chance to find a new roll
Of
the dice on an Atlantic City boardwalk, tell me what you need and I’ll feed
your hungry heart
With
a guilty man repenting with hands washing the floor, changing the man
I
can be a ghost of who I use to be, rising in new skin, a brilliant disguise
Of
who my mother always wanted me to be
Out
of the rubble and into the fire, nothing can hurt me now
My
wife ran away, can’t see my child, love sits like a noose or a bus ticket
Got
to get out or there will be nothing left
This
town is a jungle and everything dies, clawing to cross
See
who I use to be and it has all been lost
Something
in the night, angels in the city
Got
to move on, shuffle the step find my easy street before I forget
There
is a reason to believe, we are alive.
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