I wish I could
un-see this world
Human bodies
appearing asexual, the chromosomes explode
Through visceral
cells to where I question biological programing
I have become
observant as evolution works within
Me and all the
parading organisms
The status to
desist to circumvent the typical organic-drives
With an unending
tide-reversal of skepticism
Preoccupies my
ego;
I am in numb-reverberation
as a factory of electrons
Is each quark unique
into itself
Obeying laws in
its present place in space-time
In its current
universe?
For it has been in
others before this
And will be in
others after
As part of the
living and non-living
With no
discernible distinguishing variable
Except for in the
aggregate to create the illusion of such
So in, the matrix
of breathers, photosynthesizes, chemosynthetic bacteria
On a hydrothermal
vent etc. etc. waltz to the quark-beat
Time shifts as a
metric of perception so that as death whispers into my ear
In this
experience, the eons for the big-crunch of this universe
To the big-bang
and unrolling entropy of an iteration that follows
Where at least one
quark of what constitutes this genetic vehicle
I associate with
my ego may be aggregated into another conscious-being
This distant trip
will seem to be less than a yoctosecond
As we all have
before in the interconnected one
Memory will be
more useless than a graveyard or a golf course, a vagabond eternity
As I currently
morn for what the quarks of gathered-me potentially use to know
The stages of the
collective insurance comparing our few hundred-thousand years
To the planet’s
millions, to this universe’s billions
As if the
preponderance of species are not bred for extinction!
The infighting of
a dominant cog on the food chain leads to the acceleration
Of its
self-termination; the thirst for perseverance in the seesaw of individual and
collective
To define the
group, into ethnicity, religion, or class, (i.e. assets to lose, to associate
common risk)
To decipher who
and how to bond to form territorial armies funded with the fear-fueled
obedience
Of others to put
their individual continuance into a measure of the leader’s or the clan’s
To forgo ego for
another’s selfishness
This is the
paradigm economy of patriotism, the creation of godly ritualism, and celebrity
By associating
another's luxury as an earned endowment rather than a kernel garnered
From the
exploitation of the others is the masterstroke of sustainability for the mirage
So in, the quarks
of the universe vibrate to oblivion shifting unconcerned with the plights
Of the asexual
worker-ants and fly mating queens bombarding the colony with dread-pheromones
Mixing signals
until the terrorist alerts are color-coded and pronounced casually with expectation
The ambrosia of
fear is poured at bar-televisions and kitchen-tablet screens
Occasionally a
mass of workers peers out with telescopes at the foibles repeating
Accelerating in
search of a Higgs boson to answer why this circus of the savannah started
Continues and will
lead to, as if to unveil purpose, ration and a flare shot into the night sky
Above the melee to
pause the fray of antelopes being devoured by the lionesses
For if the herd
had the script the theater may not play out as so
The minerals and
balance disrupted more slowly before the expiration of our sun
As if humanity
will ever last as such to see the eyelid of our system blink
The event horizon
will envelope the remainder of our remainder’s remainder
Long before any
such institutionalized closing time for our leased planet
I wish I could
un-see this world
There are no
individuals, only pools of genes constructed of quarks
Operating based on
a single premise of perpetuation
Altruism and group
association expedites the avoidance of cessation
Calculating
cross-cut mathematical definitions of identity
Into what is good
for you is good for me, and also the inverse
So that thought
becomes a convertible equation of energy and mass given velocity
Time and space are
independent platforms; life is mostly illusion
A practicum of
peeling layers of the ludicrous to logical dancing adaptations
To see the memes
suggesting advantage in thought and genes in blood
Cloaking volition
into the raw alone staring back at each being
Like the particle singularity
before the bang appearing in a mirror
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