Occasionally I will read or hear a
zealot protest the persecution of his religious zeal
Christmas is under attack as rights are
huddled over to corners of the commercial playpen
Where only certain displays of the full-haired
newborn infant baby Jesus with clothed genitalia can show his Anglican Bethlehem-born
locks under a cosmological celestial body
The statues of Arabian advisors, Hebrew
shepherds and European angels collect like trophies
To soak in the donkey feces and
straw-bedding awaiting the fresh menstrual blood
Of the tightest dilation in the history
of pregnancy wound a burgeoning world’s circumference
For a husband to see his wife’s bushy
sixteen year vagina for the first time
Schooled up to no electric light, but
the illumination of stars kept the sheep at bay
Flush with gold paid for like a peep
show, burning away the scent of dung
Bounty after bounty pledged by a jolly
red velvet suited flying belly in a sleigh
Sporting levitating ruminant mammals
foreign to camels and their double-eyelids
Sand for snow and the globe is an ark
spilling bribers changing money in stockings
In temples of pagan-ousting evergreen
tree baubles hooked and glistening
As if snowflakes were truly original or
by the time the water fell from the sky
It was no longer water by simply
shifting molecular configuration
White horses levitating to waft past the
reindeer and ascending martyrs
In version three point oh my is it time
to launch mortars again from the stars
In the East commanding us to contemplate
the man of the mountain coming
Back to us as a child and a elephantine
slumlord holding rank over holy tooth shrines
See the tapestry stitched in fear tearing
our lands into perdition
There is no us and them, there is only
us; there is no God, there is only us
One collective bent on asserting the
food our parents were fed is good to eat
Knowing the only way to feed ourselves
is to reject our genetic donors and have a family
Transition into accepting terms with
mortality, morality, the universe and love on a paradigm
Beyond the plate provided and see learning
is boundless as time set out like a platter of thought
Indulging one’s temporal nature in what
we are rather than limited by what we tell ourselves we are not, no longer
defined by our antonym we can be infinity in the absence of blasphemous
Recognition that we are merely energy
converted into higher functioning beings capable of kindness not, mandated to
kindness, but we achieve in kindness the pinnacle as an end in itself
True the despair of the inverse, not for
the approval of an external entity but to that which we each are an inseparable
combination of collected energy comingled onto a platform of space time
interacting for but a blip to make an impression and then disperse not into
nothingness, but to rest oblivious until this universe collapses and expands
out in a bang billions of our understanding of years from the ceasing of
universe as we have done before.
So too universes go on co-currently segregated
from us by only space time during our preparation, contemplation and
reformation countless iterations birth, grow, and die in symmetrical manner
around and through what we are. We are
as a flower though seasons.
This is not God, but the scientific
boundless always was universe of un-beginning and un-ending of space time
beautiful in its lack of thirst or hunger for such immature notions as
justice. We show our youth in such
quests for picking the right horse at the track, dancing the correct
choreography, or starving our bodies in sacrificial avarice.
Buffoonery to see one sect, any sect as
applying pertinent discretion to confuse preference and favor for the
simplicity of kindness, for in applying law to what we inherently are severs
the bond of our mutuality and interconnection on levels most foul.
We begin to actually worship our created
differences in the name of our similarity.
We are hypocrites of ignorance seeking kindness imprinting it in those
we see in a theological industrious brand name rather than a concept; in this
we truncate our breaths and shorten our gaze.
I have never been more afraid to admit a
characteristic about myself more than my atheism. I feel the fear of the world of a blasphemer
confronting the rational questioning human beating in the believer’s chest
crying to get out and the fundamentalism of the world beating the human in the
other’s heart down as words and sentiments plummet out of their mouths and
minds to condemn me and my like for expressing the repressed bubble unable to
surface inside their own.
I sense fear of Christian people wanting
to kill me. I sense the Supreme Leader
of Iran picking over the allowed candidates to participate in democratic
elections. I see the repetitions of the
name of God in United States presidential speeches. I see the fear of being thought a
non-Christian and even so a Mormon and Kolob become Christian when convenient.
I see the slow tread of war intermixed
with the assertion of clothing. I see
nudists berating other nudists for wearing improper head scarves. I see time held frozen two-thousand years ago
when the idea of faith held up as divinity, never examining what the faith is
in, but a story. Call Thor ridiculous,
but the vagina and the blood, the rollaway stone and the white horse solemn.
Kindness is quoted as being taught from
scripts; as if this was a corporation patenting exclusivity on salvation,
peace, or goodness. Are these not innate
to what we are rather than what plot of Earth our ancestors settled and our fore-breeders
fornicated us into existence by betrothal or bastard-hood?
So in we are fixated on this notion of
being correct, of finding repercussion for good and evil, right or wrong, that
the shaft shall be separated from the wheat and burned. We hunger in our immaturity for such vengeance
so we invent a notion of such to exist never realizing we burned the entire
field to spread its credibility.
So in we have traded fears, we hide our
minds from knowing what the other could do to us at any moment with volition
behind a mythical settlement swallowing natural loneliness by connecting to an
imaginary friend inside our minds meanwhile sacrificing what we could have with
the greater world by the bonds we sever to install the parameters of our
synthetic assurance.
I do not fear the atheists of the
world. I fear the fundamentalists. I think most people do. In this unspoken realization a small part of
so many feels the bubble of ration rising.
If only we would all let it rise, accept morality as a personal
responsibility, not mandated, but chosen.
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