Beachhead

Self forgiveness is a conversation with an ancient being

Wrestling one a.m. Scotch and ice staring into the page

Thinking of a decade dry in the infinite nature  

Staying creative on a daily basis

Surfing the limen of what life exposes

Like an ocean eroding a beach

Fractal mirror in the beachhead

Clutching identity in the specificity of definitive form

I am the ocean

Infinite shapelessness

Find writing in that space

Alienating

As I let go of the granular penchants inside

To say this is who I am

Find new territory

Exploring the undefined darkness of closed eyelids

Painting there is so much easier

Sometimes just being a person is fucking exhausting

Have to take the naked off

Free up all that is bubbling inside in a well of words