Existence 20160501

Here’s the deal, we are: love, god, consciousness, energy in many terms for these transmutable placeholders that equate to oneness, interconnectedness, which defining in a encapsulated construct will always be insufficient because what we are exists as the foundation of the atomic universe.  The atomic is a platform enabling perception for the oneness that simply is.  The oneness exists beyond space-time, no beginning, no end, boundless, beyond perception, exchange, conversing, earning, losing, thinking or comprehending, the oneness simply is. 

Our brains are evolving machines.  Our ego is a symbol of the thinking-pilot operating on a source code of genetics.  Society, mannerisms, cultural understandings and the raw materials: of family, ethnicity, gender, religion or spirituality are all part of that source code of a common oneness operating in the illusion of segmentation of perception.  Our mind perceives our body as a severable unit because it self perceives though sensorial experience inside the atomic universe that our body is independent. 

We are not our body.  We are not our mind.  The idea of I or individual or unit does not exist.  Any parceling that is done in the evolved atomic universe whether it be by galaxy, planet, elemental construction, genetic evolution to function off the source code in miraculous mathematics from a conifer’s seed cone to a platypus egg to a human genome is the atomic source code built on top of the constant foundation of oneness that is being. 

Life is fluctuating in a level of awareness to emulate the foundation of being.  We thin the veil to access to be what we are.  We do not seek to be like god or as god or as the higher than us.  We attempt to feel and be what we are.  There is no separation.  There is no severing between a rock or a plant or a feline or a human in this process of being.  The process of being is not journey or an attempt or a set of thinking, doing, or feeling procedures to earn or access this. 

Existence is removing what we put on top of being to access a thinner veil to attempt to be in our true nature.  In this way a rock can be, a plant can be, a bird, etc.  To view this idea of being as some higher functioning of evolution as if our higher cognitive brains will unlock some secret, climb some spiritual mountain to get to a place a speck of dust cannot misses the point.

The ego wants to see winners and losers, to see a purpose in the progression of time, of gaining and mastering and doing better.  These are illusions of the machine brain’s source code and a genetic bias of accessing the approval of progenitors and the idea of humans winning an existence competition with a rock.  This in some level as a conception sees the physical boundaries of the rock as a severable unit.  The human sees where the rock ends.  On a quantum level none of that exists.  There are no boundaries.  Atomically everything is shifting, held together in a relative basis exchanging.  It is the limited perception of a machine brain that imprints the idea of boundaries in a boundless timeless atomic universe.  Machine brains keep attempting to fit the equation into a comprehendible paradigm.

So what ends up happening is that so much of societal construction to an awakened mind is seen as this source code.  The awakened mind asks why are we doing these behaviors, participating in these rituals and being in these experiences.  An awakened human decodes them and seeks opportunities to participate in endeavors where the veil is as thin as possible and avoids endeavors which thicken the veil by adding cushioning for the machine brain (i.e. the ego.) 

The swath of human experiences are a mixture of the pith thin-veil access motivation and the thickening bulk of the plant around that pith.  That bulk represents the cushions and layers that make the process comfortable for the ego. (e.g. pop culture, marketing, national boundaries, branding,  identity politics, religious superiority, popularity etc.) Otherwise the ego will fear being annihilated or ignored when engaging in that experience.  We beguile our idea of self. 

For the awakened mind the challenge is knowing what the ego actually is, the idea that we are in tandem with this machine and we do not actually exist, but we are here to create these thin-veil opportunities and we can only do this in the body we currently inhabit inside the illusion that this “I’ we perceive ourselves to be, knowing through awakening that the “I” does not really exist, but in exchange “we” are actually this foundation of being. 

We are everyone and thing in the atomic universe and the foundation below the atomic supporting it simultaneously.  We never started and will never end.  The machine brain of our concept of “I” will cease to biologically function, but this is irrelevant.  Our ego revolts at its annihilation in death and seeks to earn some form of immortality through religion or goodness or notoriety or people liking us and saying good things about us to have friends who are willing to remember and wish us well, but all of that is ultimately illusionary and not the point. 

The point of any of those experiences is the access to being by thinning the veil in a paradigm that allows perception.  We can do that with others through love, sharing, giving, sex, empathy, volunteering, presence, yoga, listening, kindness, art, music, comedy, dancing, writing, painting, etc. These are the primary conduits of thinning the veil to be in presence.  We cannot however do these acts every hour of the day.  We must balance with work to support the societal structure and biological fuel for the vehicles for our machine brains to participate and perceive the experiences of thinning that veil. 

In this we see the balance of the atomic universe and the spiritual if you will foundation that supports it.  This is the grand interconnection of all things.  Without it we miss the point.  The awakened mind sees this interconnection throughout daily life and in many ways has a more difficult time interacting in society because the language one utilizes understanding the source code goes below all the other languages. 

Music, art, love, poetry get under the normal language used in normalized working society.  Artists are often viewed as outsiders or weird or inspiring but some people are not sure why. It is because of the cushioning and layering in and distancing what most people are used to and comfortable.  Moments of being present of talking in a certain way of thinning that veil whether it be in a concert field with thousands of people or one on one in eye contact naked sexual embrace these moments change our perception of existence. 

Even if we do not fully understand what the idea of being is, of what interconnected is, at least not the same way as another person does, we feel that these moments are different.  The average human is shocked and attracted in divergent polarities in the power of these types of experiences.  It is the understanding of what is actually happening and the inability to explain it either on a scientific or religious level and having to resort to some manner of philosophical wood-filler to build an idea of a bridge of comprehension that has been this elusive holy grail missing link neutrino. 

People keep attending to this idea searching for god or the atomic universe alone to be that glue, that answer or foundation and get tripped up in purpose or plan or karma or reasoning or math because the machine-brain sees life as puzzle.  The machine-brain tries to solve and wants to do good or be good.  Most people are good.  This is obvious.  Otherwise societal structures would not exist.  There is only volition holding it together.  Yes a mix of reprisal and long term repercussions for what could be done in the short, but these are irrelevant. 

Anything centered in an idea of start, arrow of time, to finish is an illusion.  The ego needs ordered time to perceive.  The foundation does not utilize time because it simply it is.  The foundation did not start to have a before with a story or a finality.  It is.  We are it. 

The machine-brain of the ego scrambles at that concept, because it feels like that idea is not enough.  The point of existence cannot be that stripped down and simple.  We want to make an impact, stand on the shoulders of genetic ancestors and make, build, do, think through discoveries, but these are only part of the equation of allowing the atomic universe as a platform for the foundation of being to be perceived.  We are perceiving that foundation in forms that are not readily digestible because the average being has layered so much cushion to facilitate the comfort and systematic infrastructure of the ego.  We have to operate with both. 

We seek to limit the power of the ego, but we must operate in a machine of the ego.  There is no abandoning the ego entirely.  It cannot be done and still be a being with a mind.  Minds have egos inside the genetic source code.  Even a plant has an ego as the plant’s drive to grow and consume resources in order to perpetuate genes.  This is the shared source code of nature.

Once we awaken to understand a broader spectrum of the implication of that interconnected source code and the parallel foundation of existence that coincides, we open ourselves up to this basic fulcrum of choice between love and fear in order to shift the center of our focus towards balance with everything we interface.  All we can control is this how we approach the intersections.  Our task is to be in that moment, aware of the confluence, the hum of everything that is actually transpiring, to be fully present as our being with everyone and thing that is sharing that moment with us. (i.e. the entire foundation of existence.) The task is not to solve it, but to be in that moment of now as fully as possible.  Do not try to hold on to it or possess or control, just be present in it suppressing the ego as much as you can and allowing the moment to be.

The mind, its thinking, its judgment: these are necessary threads to operate the engine of the vehicle of a being, but they are not being.  To be present, to cry with another human being, to laugh, to climb on a lunch table and yell food fight, to leap in the air, to meditate, to bellow lyrics at a musical festival, to plant a seed and water it to become a flower, to dance, to paint without thought of where the colors are supposed to go, but see the picture as it appears in flashes, to taste in an infinite moment of savor without gripping, just being in that taste not trying to control when it ends or compute what it lacks, to only be in what it is; this is existence.