The hours wrap my legs in tendril vines
licking like bolo tongues
Rising out of quicksand to ensnare my
ankles in tasty salivating ecstasy
That I may release the drive of labor
for the reverie of openness
To peer into the contemplation of just
how alone I still am
The caked-mud upon my clavicles explains
it all
Lungs expand in a restricted pattern as
the particles cling despite
My extraction to appear at a table or
bed or pillow to chat with keys
Ringed to keys for unknown doors with
eyeballs wondering which to keep me busy
With this time I perceive to have
Thinking the sudden movements just make
one sink more quickly
Better be still and revel in the oxygen
flowing, bronchioles inflating
For now, the blood is swelling into a
sharecropper’s dustbowl-delight
To know a portion of this is native to
one’s rewards for labor so-justly
As if in all the passage ways of the
universe what is pulsating as a burgeoning
Loveliness could not exist without the
volition of a wind-sack choosing
Even if the mathematics of election
appeared moot behind the façade
Was purposefulness right there taunting
to be priority over the grains and sludge?
Occupying the pit like a beige-bin of
porridge, of not-quite oatmeal,
And not-quite a verdant octopus of chlorophyll
gridlocked in square-cell walls,
But of the stardust of energy exploded
into granules gripping the extremities
Of limbs like a liner around epidermis
of energy that was solid and will be again
But for now is the flow of the would-be
nothing keeping the breathers breathing
And the movers moving and the sinkers
sinking
The what-was never ceased being and
therefore is as relevant to the equation
Of occupying a conscious now for this
week-work-day task evaluation
As it is in the expanse of disconnect of
asset-acquisition and volition to do as one pleases
In these illusion-spaces of retirement typing,
imbibing the ale, gorging on the buffet of gluttony
For possessions of task to pile upon
shoulders to mask objectives as mandates for survival
So the existential can be kept at a
fenced-distance and traded for marshmallow-musts
I am facing you Saturday-Sunday with
multiple tickets to a New Orleans Jazz Festival
And nobody in the God-damn universe
wants to see the Piano-man, not even me
Rather drown for the hypocrisy of John
Lennon and imagine the paper cup slit
Spilling out the pools of sorrow and waves
and joy bitch-slap Jai Guru Deva Om
I am as lost as ever, a vagabond of
thoughts for why Louis Armstrong misses home
Thinking I know why, but not sure of the
shingle or the hue of paint and all under it a face
Uncertain if the geometry exists scuttling
under the porridge to rise out or strangle with me
That if all of this were to be put to
order the calm in the hurricane will single out a shadow
Of lovers by an oak tree straddling the
girth of a descending branch
Bough tangent to the Earth to rise again
after the centuries of reaching for the sky
As if the limb were its own undulating
wave of wood, alive, drinking of this wetland city
Escaping the highway call for an
animated wonderland of Johnny Cash gone to Jackson
Breathing, just breathing, knowing that this
sun is not the one moving,
But then again it is all relative;
I think I might empower my volition to
go festing alone today;
and see how that turns out with an extra ticket in my pocket
Adventure Time ho!
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