I am sorry for the words
There were too many
I spilt like flicked ash with black
flecks
Scorched rolling papers
I should have kept the watch
The timing was intrusive like an
obnoxious alarm
I should have asked if it was ok
I think I knew the answer and it
wasn’t
I got caught up in the breakers, the
undertow
Of hope like the tide was on a cycle
other than the moon
Like I could lasso the Earth’s
satellite
And feel this gravity between us as
something
Commensurately greater
Imagining your dark side
Like I was the sun for a flash
And I could see everything
I apologize for guesswork dreams of
who you were
Why we met and when the tide was
scheduled to drift out
I saw the sea turtles crawling up
from the sand
Multitudes of kindred shells dodging
gulls from first breath
I wanted you to tell me every one of
their names
As I read the lines on their shells
like road maps
Of every bad thing I ever felt like
the world was less hard
I am sorry for not slowing down
You saw the sunset and I kept
spitting words like a dodo
I see how afraid I was and projected
my fears onto you
Extinct and all I wish is I would
have kept quiet
Held your hand and watched the
sunset not saying a thing
While the light lasted
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